What a wonderful weekend! The 2012 Auckland Writers' and Readers' Festival might well have given me the best Mothers' Day ever - having spent a three days thinking, and talking, and listening to other people talk about books. I've come away renewed in my love of books and words and writers. I've been in the same room as some of my heroes, and I've found out that they like books I like too. (Such a warm feeling of community whe you discover that one of your faves is also one of their faves.)
It was utterly thrilling to see so many people there.
Highlights: the gorgeous, self-deprecating and clever Emily Perkins, who has been a personal hero of mine since 1996, when I bought a copy of Not Her Real Name at the University of Otago bookshop when I was in my first year of university, discovering for the first time that studying books can sometimes ruin the pleasure of reading them. I needed something to realign myself back to the true course - of book-love and book-lore, and Perkins' debut collection of short stories, which seemed to talk to me about my life and yet transcended the mundane; well, it wouldn't be too much to say that it saved me.
The dapper, witty and wonderful Jeffrey Eugenides. Uncomparable. I was worried I wouldn't like him, given I love his books so much - to the extent that I considered, momentarily, not going to see him speak. Didn't want to see the feet of clay etc. But after a superb discussion of the future of the novel with Perkins, Eugenides, and Jolisa Gracewood, I was reassured. People, the future of the novel is in good hands.
Jolisa - she chaired that session like a pro, transforming the awkward space of the lower NZI room into a living room, booklined, in which the packed audience were grouped on comfy couches, utterly engaged with a riveting conversation about books, about life.
Rachael King, Paula Morris and Stephanie Johnson were also outstanding - for me, in the middle of attempting to tell a story well about the past, their insights, advice, and humour were invaluable. Rachael invoking her father Michael's wisdom about writing lives was, indeed, like calling up an ancestor; a talisman for the writer.
So much goodness! Now it is time for me to open the file, face the fear of the blank page, and write.